Sweet Raptured Night
A Meal, A Bed, and A Kiss
October 17, 2003
Fourth and last in the series (although loosely tied to it); follows Kiss Me. Written for Michelle, on her birthday. Titles from Evanescence's "My Last Breath."
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"You sure you want to do this?" Andrew asked,
nervously looking at his lover.
Sprawled on the bed, naked, Xander looked at Andrew
seriously and nodded. "Yeah." He smiled tenderly and gently touched
Andrew's arm, urging him to lie beside him. "We've been together for a
while and we've always done it the other way 'round. And I kinda want to know what it feels like, you know?"
Andrew smiled shyly and nodded. "It feels awesome, like
you're part of me and you fill me up and..." He stopped, blushing
slightly. "I guess I understand why you want to try," he finally
continued, looking over at Xander, but still fidgeting nervously. "I just
don't know if I can be good that... that way." He smiled apologetically
and wished Xander could understand his fear.
The brunette gently brushed his hand over Andrew's left
cheek, his sole eye twinkling in the soft light of the bedside lamp.
"You're awesome Andrew. I'm sure it'll be perfect." He gently kissed
his lover, eye closed, before straddling him. "I can still take control if
you want? We've never really talked about it, but I... is that what you
want?"
Andrew gulped, blushing again. Nodding, he slowly ran his
hands up and down Xander's back. "Just... I'll do it. Just that... I'm
kinda nervous and... well... I like it when you, you know," He didn't look
away, he was way past that stage with Xander. But he could never hide his blushing. Xander had often told him how he
looked cute when he blushed and that alone made Andrew want to do it more.
Xander leered at Andrew, loving how the color rose on his
lover's cheeks. He leaned over to Andrew's ear and whispered hoarsely:
"When I take control?"
Andrew shivered from head to toe and nodded; yet again, his
mouth failed him and he couldn't speak. He licked his lips in anticipation and
rested his hands on Xander's asscheeks. He loved Xander's ass, but he had never
thought about actually doing what he was about to do. Oh, he had had the
occasional dream, but he had never felt the need for it. Though now that he was
thinking about it, his cock seemed to agree that it was a very good idea.
Or maybe it was just the feel of Xander's hot breath on his
neck, or Xander's hands on his hips, Xander's naked body over his. Xander's
everything. Xander always managed to make him hard.
Xander moved his head and captured Andrew's lips in a
passionate kiss. Their lips tangled together before parting to let their tongues
slide against one another. The brunette's hands wandered across Andrew's chest
to play with his nipples, rubbing over them, then capturing the hard nubs
between two fingers and twisting gently. Xander knew it was the easiest way to
drive his lover crazy. Andrew could cum just from Xander playing with his
nipples. But that's not what Xander wanted tonight, so he stopped and moved his
hands lower, gently caressing the skin under his palms. Moving up and down
Andrew's chest and belly, he elicited light chuckles from his ticklish lover,
but never broke the kiss.
Andrew was being driven crazy. He knew it. Xander was trying
to take his mind off the scary thought of being the top for one night and he
was succeeding. Not that Andrew minded. He loved the feel of Xander's hands on
his skin, how they could make him shiver and gasp. There was nothing like his
hands. He could feel them dipping lower and lower, caressing his hips and then
his thighs, but not touching his groin. He moaned low in his throat and kneeded
Xander's ass, urging him for more.
"God, Andrew, you're so sensitive." Xander moaned,
parting their lips slightly. He was out of breath at the mere sight of his
lover shivering from his touch.
Andrew waited for Xander's lips to touch his again, but
gasped when he felt his lover kissing his neck instead, quickly going lower and
lower, not stopping, just kissing his way down. When he finally reached his
goal, Andrew groaned and gripped his hands on the sheets, Xander now being too
far for him to grab his ass. "Xander!" Andrew half moaned, half
screamed.
Xander smiled, kissing his way down Andrew's cock and back
up to the tip, before licking his way down and back up again. He was toying
with his lover's hard cock, like a lollipop. His right hand wrapped around the
shaft to hold it steady. As his lips closed over the tip and he sucked, his
left hand reached for the lube that Andrew was already handing to him.
How he had been able to grab the lube and give it to Xander
was a total mystery for Andrew, but still, he'd done it and now he could feel
Xander's mouth leaving his cock and his hand stroking him. His vision was
clouded as Xander uncapped the bottle and squirted some lube onto his hand,
then he closed his eyes as fingers encircled him and proceeded to coat his cock
thoroughly. "Fuck! Xander!"
"Mmm, yeah? Wasn't that the point?" Xander leered,
releasing Andrew's hard member and stradding him once more.
Happily, Andrew grabbed Xander's ass again and gasped as
their cocks touched. Xander captured his lips in a searing kiss and Andrew
completely forgot what he was supposed to do. Luckily for him, Xander didn't.
He reached behind himself and grabbed one of Andrew's hands, pushing it farther
down the cleft of his ass. He hissed into the kiss as Andrew's fingers brushed
over his hole and pushed against it, trying to urge Andrew in.
"Come on Andrew," he whispered, his lips never
leaving his lover's.
Shaking slightly, Andrew pushed his fingers against Xander's
hole. Not entering it, just resting his finger there, then moving it slightly
in circle, teasing. "I don't know if I can, Xan... I need..."
Xander reached for the lube and showed it to Andrew.
"This?"
Andrew nodded. "Yeah, that... but also, can you get on
your back? it'd be easier, I can't reach..."
Not leaving Andrew any chance to finish his sentence, Xander
kissed him swiftly, then pushed away from his lover and laid down on his back.
He lifted his legs with his hands, exposing his virgin hole. "That'll
do?" He asked, leering teasingly as Andrew stared at him in shock, before
kneeling and moving between Xander's legs.
"Yeah, that's good," he whispered, his eyes locked
with Xander as he spread lube on his fingers. Looking back down and
concentrating on his task, Andrew pushed his middle finger against Xander's
hole, gently.
The brunette hissed with pleasure as the finger breached him
and slowly entered him, then withdrew, just as slowly. "Fuck Andy!"
"Well, yeah, isn't that the point?" Andrew
giggled, echoing Xander's earlier words. He worked his finger in and out of
Xander's hole faster with each push. "I'm not hurting you, am I?" He
asked, suddenly scared as Xander's moans increased.
"Not!" Andrew's fingers touched something inside
and Xander gasped his answer. "Oh fuck, yeah!" He moaned. "Keep
on doing... that!"
Andrew smiled proudly. Maybe he really could do it. If
Xander was liking it so much, then he probably was doing something right,
right? Right.
"Andy, fuck, please! Stop teasing me and fuck me
already!" Xander whimpered, as Andrew was withdrawing his finger.
Andrew laughed nervously and coated his cock with lube some
more, purposedly not looking at Xander.
Letting go of his legs, Xander sat and cupped his
boyfriend's cheeks in his hands, lifting Andrew's face so their eyes could
meet. "Anxious, baby?"
Andrew nodded. "Yeah, I'm..." He smiled
apologetically. He really thought he could, but now that it was moments away,
that it wasn't just his fingers, but more, he felt like he could never be good
enough.
"Lie down on your back," Xander whispered hoarsely
in Andrew's ear.
Not waiting to be told again, Andrew did what Xander had
asked, and waited.
It didn't take long. Xander straddled his hips and leaned
over him, capturing his lips in a searing kiss. "Just feel this
Andy." He whispered, reaching between their bodies for Andrew's cock.
Holding it steady, Xander placed the hard shaft at his entrance and pushed down
slowly. He bit his lip and hissed at the pressure, but continued to push until
the head of Andrew's dick was inside him. "Just feel. That's how I feel
when I enter you."
Andrew couldn't think, much less talk, eyes locked on
Xander's, his hands holding his boyfriend's hips as he sank down and down... It
felt... incredible. There was no other word in Andrew's mind to describe the
feeling of having his cock encased in Xander's warm tightness, except maybe
perfect. "Oh God! Oh God! this is how you feel... oh God. It's so
tight." Wonder coloured his voice as the thought finally sank in. He was
inside Xander. He was Xander's first. His boyfriend was giving him his
virginity. Never had he thought he would be anyone's first. Water gathered in
his eyes and lonely tears started to pool out of his eyes, tracing a path down
his temples.
"Hey," Xander stopped moving and cradled his
lover's face with his hands. "What's up, Andy? Why are you crying?"
Andrew shook his head. "Nothing. I just... I'm your
first." He whispered, sniffling softly.
Xander smiled. "Yes you are, baby." He kissed him
softly. "Feel how tight it is? That's how tight you were when I first took
you. And how tight you still are when I push my hard cock in you. Isn't it
amazing?" He kissed Andrew's temples, first the right, then the left.
Andrew gasped, Xander having resumed his movements.
"It's perfect," he finally managed to say.
Time seemed to stop as they locked eyes and Xander picked up
speed, moving faster and faster up and down, his asshole stretching to allow
Andrew's cock without pain. Pressure gave way to pleasure and the brunette
arched his back and took hold of his boyfriend's knees, the cock in him
reaching deeper to brush over a little bundle of nerves he'd only ever heard
of. "Fuck!" He gasped as bliss coursed through his every nerves.
Andrew could feel himself getting closer and closer to his
climax. All the foreplay had already pushed him near the edge and the wonderful
pressure on his cock didn't help. "Oh God! Xan! I'm gonna cum soon!"
He rasped, trying to keep his voice from failing him.
Xander put his hands on either side of Andrew's shoulders
and leaned back down capturing Andrew's lips with his own, once again. Their
lips parted and their tongues slid against each other. Never breaking the kiss,
Xander increased his pace, moaning at the wonderful pressure that this new
position was putting on his cock. He wouldn't be long in cumming either.
"Hold on for me, baby." He whispered in the kiss, their lips still
touching.
Andrew wrapped his arms around Xander's waist and rested his
hands on his boyfriend's ass cheeks. Suddenly, he grabbed the flesh under his
hands hard enough to bruise and cried out in Xander's mouth. Xander rode his
boyfriend's climax with hard, fast stroke, swiftly following with his own
release. Their cries of pleasure echoed on the walls around them as they tried
to hold on to the bliss for as long as they could.
Finally spent, Xander let himself fall on the bed beside
Andrew, making sure not to crush his lover's small frame and moaning as he felt
Andrew's cock leaving him. He threw his arm over Andrew's belly and gathered
the young man close to him. Still panting, they basked in the afterglow for a
long time, just holding on to each other.
"It was wonderful." Andrew finally whispered, his
head pillowed on Xander's chest.
The brunette smiled. "Yeah, that it was. You were
amazing, Andy." Xander replied, before kissing the top of his boyfriend's
head.
Andrew blushed, but said nothing. He wrapped his leg over
Xander's and closed his eyes, his arms tightening their hold. "I love
you." He whispered, his voice hoarse with exhaustion and post-coital
bliss.
Xander's hand brushed a stray hair from Andrew's face and
his smile softened even more, as he watched Andrew slowly giving in to sleep.
He was so adorable when he slept. "I love you too, Andy. Sleep now."
Xander said, his own eye closing against his will.
"Night."
The End.
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