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+ Andrew/Jonathan + Andrew/Xander + Angel/Doyle + Angel/Gunn + Angel/Spike + Angel/Spike/Xander + Angel/Wesley + Angel/Xander + Anya/Spike + Buffy/Giles + Buffy/Spike + Buffy, Xander + Cordelia/Gunn + Doyle/Wesley + Faith/Spike + Fred/Gunn/Wesley + Fred/Spike + Fred/Tara + Giles/Wesley + Giles/Wesley/Xander + Giles/Xander + Graham/Xander + Gunn/Wesley + Gunn/Xander + Jesse/Xander + Larry/Xander + Lindsey/Wesley + Lindsey/Xander + Riley/Xander + Spike/Wesley/Xander + Spike/Xander + Tara/Willow + Wesley/Xander + Xander/Other + Others +

Andrew/Jonathan

+ Of Margaritas and Sombreros
FRM
Jonathan and Andrew are getting tired of running.

Andrew/Xander

@ A Meal, A Bed and A Kiss *complete*
FRAO overall.
Post-Chosen series of ficlets.
Apple Pie
After the fight, a meal. FRC
Two Beds and A Coffee Machine
After the fight, a motel room. FRC
Kiss Me
After the fight, an unexpected kiss. FRT
Sweet Raptured Night *loosely tied to the A Meal, A Bed and A Kiss universe*
Xander wants something, but Andrew's not sure he's good enough. FRAO

+ Between You and Me *drabble*
FRC
Sweet first time.

+ Five Men Xander Kissed Before (and the one he's kissing right now)
With Larry/Xander, Xander/OC, Riley/Xander, Spike/Xander, Giles/Xander, FRT
Xander's an expert at making mistakes.

+ Grieving
FRT
Xander and Andrew: Anya, self-harm and a Star Trek reference.

@ Learning To Love *incomplete* *co-written with Michelle*
FRT overall.
Season seven series of ficlets. Possibly still a WIP.
Bathroom Confessions
Xander and Andrew grow closer after a heart-to-heart.
First Date
Xander and Andrew plan to get out of the house for an evening.
First Date: The Movies
Xander and Andrew actually get out of the house for an evening, but things don't go as planned.

+ Montréal P.Q.
FRT
Now, he was reduced to this; an assignment, a rental car, a map, and Andrew. Who was doing his best to drive Xander crazy.

+ When I Woke Up This Morning (I was in love with you)
FRT
There were a couple of Mbuna fish in a tank in the living room.

Angel/Doyle

+ Running Out Of Time
FRT
"Glorious day for the old you, yeah?" Doyle jokes but doesn't laugh, and slaps Angel's shoulder. "No time for that shit, Angel, you been hiding too long."

Angel/Gunn

+ My Axe & I
FRT
Gunn wasn't gay. No way, no how.

Angel/Spike

+ A Sire's Lesson
FRAO
Spike needs to be taught a lesson and Angel obliges.

+ Like An Old Song
With Spike/Anya, Spike/Faith, Spike/Fred, Spike/Buffy, FRT
Spike did love each one of them.

+ The Four *co-written with Slaygaluk and Dove* *incomplete*
With Giles/Xander, Fred/Gunn/Wesley and several others, FRAO
A menace from Angel and Spike's past wants to avenge the death of the Master. Can the Scoobies and the LA gang prevent another apocalypse? No. Not alone...

@ The Price You Pay *complete*
With Angel/Xander, Xander/OMCs, Giles/Wesley, Gunn/OMC, FRAO
Post-The Gift with spoilers for season 3 of AtS, but totally AU for BtVS.
WARNING: Character death.
***The Price You Pay
Trying to escape the pain and guilt of Buffy and Anya's deaths, Xander flees to San Francisco where he meets a guy named Bryce… three months later, while coming back from his summer with the monks, Angel crosses his path...
The Price You Pay: Wesley
Wesley's thoughts at Xander's funeral and after...

Angel/Spike/Xander

@ Body Heat *complete*
FRAO
Post-Tomorrow and Grave, mostly PWP, but with a little twist.
Written on MSN instant messenger with an audience.
Body Heat
Spike and Xander find Angel.
Body Heat: Warm Longing
Spike and Xander bring Angel back to the hotel.
Body Heat: Heart Ache
The guys wake up and Spike feels left out.
Body Heat: Heated Confessions
Xander and Angel want Spike back. A confession (and make up sex) ensues.
Body Heat: Hot Game
Angel overhears a confession and Spike and Xander have fun with him afterwards.
Body Heat: Loving Endings
It's a new beginning for our boys.

@ Where Love Lies *complete*
With Spike/Xander, FRAO
First slash fic. Post-Hells Bells.
Where Love Lies
Xander is hurt and Spike takes care of him. But things don't always go the way you'd want them to.
The Ritual
Spike and Xander are now bonded, but danger is coming. To prevent it they need to perform a ritual, can Angel help them?
Epilogue
The End.
WARNING: characters death.

Angel/Wesley

+ Courteous Love, or Slumber of the Heroes *WIP*
With Spike/Xander, others, FRT
What if a demon whose greatest wish is to open the Hellmouth gets rid of the scoobies by sending them all into a dream world: Medieval England?

+ Like Sleeping Beauty
FRT
Maybe you should kiss him, you know, like Sleeping Beauty.

Angel/Xander

@ Hurt *incomplete*
FRM
Set vaguely in season 3 of BtVS.
Hurt
Xander runs away from home and ends up at the Mansion, where Angel shows him that caring people still exist.
WARNING: rape.
Master *co-written with Bonster*
It's Christmas time in the Hurt universe.
Please be aware that this should be the FOURTH installment in the Hurt saga.

+ Kiss and--Tell?
FRM
xander really doesn't mind Angel staying.

@ The Price You Pay *complete*
With Xander/OMCs, Angel/Spike, Giles/Wesley, Gunn/OMC, FRAO
Post-The Gift with spoilers for season 3 of AtS, but totally AU for BtVS.
WARNING: Character death.
*** The Price You Pay
Trying to escape the pain and guilt of Buffy and Anya's deaths, Xander flees to San Francisco where he meets a guy named Bryce… three months later, while coming back from his summer with the monks, Angel crosses his path...
The Price You Pay: Wesley
Wesley's thoughts at Xander's funeral and after...

Anya/Spike

+ Like An Old Song
With Spike/Faith, Spike/Fred, Spike/Buffy, Spike/Angel, FRT
Spike did love each one of them.

Buffy/Giles

+ Whipped *ficlet*
FRT

@ Rest At Last *het* *complete*
FRAO
My FIRST fic ever. Post-Gone with specific spoilers for Once More With Feeling.
NOT betaed.
Listen
Buffy did listen to Giles signing after all.
Feel
Giles wants Buffy to feel.
Rest
Buffy finally finds her own peace back.
Love
Forever is just enough.

Buffy/Spike

+ Like An Old Song
With Spike/Anya, Spike/Faith, Spike/Fred, Spike/Angel, FRT
Spike did love each one of them.

Buffy, Xander

+ Ballon Chasseur
FRC
Buffy and Xander make one hell of a team.

Cordelia/Gunn

+ Romance *het*
FRC
Cordelia and Gunn have a night out.

Doyle/Wesley

+ Memory *ficlet*
FRC
Wesley has an obsession. Wesley POV.

Faith/Spike

+ Like An Old Song
With Spike/Anya, Spike/Fred, Spike/Buffy, Spike/Angel, FRT
Spike did love each one of them.

Fred/Gunn/Wesley

+ The Four *co-written with Slaygaluk and Dove* *incomplete*
With Giles/Xander, Angel/Spike and several others, FRAO
A menace from Angel and Spike's past wants to avenge the death of the Master. Can the Scoobies and the LA gang prevent another apocalypse? No. Not alone...

Fred/Spike

+ Like An Old Song
With Spike/Anya, Spike/Faith, Spike/Buffy, Spike/Angel, FRT
Spike did love each one of them.

Fred/Tara

+ Experiment in Fast Forward
FRAO
They're stuck in the portal for two weeks. Only three hours, give or take a minute, have passed in the real world.

Giles/Wesley

* + A Shot and A Shag
With Wesley/Xander, Giles/Randall, FRAO
Giles and Wesley meet for a drink. Talk and smut ensues.

+ Don't Forget to Call
FRT
It all started with a phone call.

+ Just One Little Dance
FRT
"It's our anniversary, Rupert, we're entitled to do whatever we want no matter how old we might be."

@ The Price You Pay *complete*
With Angel/Xander, Xander/OMCs, Angel/Spike, Gunn/OMC, FRAO
Post-The Gift with spoilers for season 3 of AtS, but totally AU for BtVS.
WARNING: Character death.
***The Price You Pay
Trying to escape the pain and guilt of Buffy and Anya's deaths, Xander flees to San Francisco where he meets a guy named Bryce… three months later, while coming back from his summer with the monks, Angel crosses his path...
The Price You Pay: Wesley
Wesley's thoughts at Xander's funeral and after...

+ Shower Quickie *drabble*
FRAO
Giles and Wesley in a shower. PWP.

+ Strangely Domestic
FRT
There isn't anything to understand, Wesley knows why he's here; he knows how he survived dying.

Giles/Wesley/Xander

* @ Dreamland *opens in a new window*
Set in an alternate universe.

+ (Lean On Us and We'll) Keep Your Head Above the Water
FRM
There are days like today when Xander's pretty sure Giles is drowning in his guilt and in the grief he refuses to share with any of them, and Xander wants to help, but there's Wesley to think about, and things are complicated. And wow, isn't that the major understatement of the century.
+ And the Water Is Receding
FRT
Coda. "The wisest man has something yet to learn."

+ "Que la raison ne connaît pas" (The Heart Has Its Reasons)
FRAO
The more things change...
Warnings: dirty talk, voyeurism, very slight D/s undertones.

Giles/Xander

Graham/Xander

* + Hide With Me
With Graham/Riley, FRAO
Graham must learn to love again after being mistreated by Riley.
WARNING: Rape, non-con.

Gunn/Wesley

+ Don't Look Back
FRM
"Are you going to kiss me or are you going to wait until hell freezes over?"

Gunn/Xander

+ Chili Burgers & Co
FRC
Xander wanted the last frozen cheeseburger; Gunn ate it. And it gets worse.

Jesse/Xander

+ (There's No Place Like) Home
FRAO
Sometimes, it takes an apocalypse to put things into perspective. Sunnydale collapsing led Xander to realize he was a complete moron.

@ Past Tense
Past Perfect
FRT
Xander needs someone else to remember Jesse the way he does.
Past Imperfect
FRM
The first time they had sex wasn't anywhere near perfect.

Larry/Xander

+ Five Men Xander Kissed Before (and the one he's kissing right now)
With Xander/OC, Riley/Xander, Spike/Xander, Andrew/Xander, Giles/Xander, FRT
Xander's an expert at making mistakes.

Lindsey/Wesley

+ If Wishes Were...
FRT
This, them, has never been about complete truth; they have secrets they must keep in order to function.

Lindsey/Xander

+ Iowa
FRAO
The first time Xander had sex with a guy was on the way to Cleveland.

+ Pain and Laughter *incomplete*
With Spike/Xander, FRM
Xander is suffering in a dangerous relationship with Spike. Can Lindsey help?

Riley/Xander

+ Five Men Xander Kissed Before (and the one he's kissing right now)
With Larry/Xander, Xander/OC, Spike/Xander, Andrew/Xander, Giles/Xander, FRT
Xander's an expert at making mistakes.

Spike/Wesley/Xander

* + Every Day
FRM
They never said 'I love you', and they didn't need to.

Spike/Xander

+ All Men are Animals, but Some Make Better Pets
FRAO
Xander wakes up the morning after, but Spike is nowhere in sight.

+ A Kinda Miracle, Sort Of
Friendship, FRC
Spike and Xander meet at the Laundromat. What now?

+ Blindfolded *incomplete*
FRT
Why is Xander blindfolded?

* + Chasing the Fear Away
Spike/Xander, FRM
Spike is scared and Xander soothes him.

+ Courteous Love, or Slumber of the Heroes *WIP*
With Angel/Wesley, others, FRT
What if a demon whose greatest wish is to open the Hellmouth gets rid of the scoobies by sending them all into a dream world: Medieval England?

+ Five Men Xander Kissed Before (and the one he's kissing right now)
With Larry/Xander, Xander/OC, Riley/Xander, Andrew/Xander, Giles/Xander, FRT
Xander's an expert at making mistakes.

+ Naughty Bunny
FRAO
After a hard day at work, Xander gets a prezzie from his honey.

+ Pain and Laughter *incomplete*
With Lindsey/Xander, FRM
Xander is suffering in a dangerous relationship with Spike. Can Lindsey help?

* + Prophecies
FRAO
Three years in the future, Xander needs to go to LA and he finds out that things really aren't the same. But not only for the LA gang.

@ Wanted *complete*
FRAO overall.
Fluffy ficlets.
Wanted: Snuggles
Spike and Xander find they have something in common.
Wanted: Smut
Spike cures Xander of his hangover.
Wanted: Cuddles *co-written with Angel Jade*
Xander overhears Spike talking with Buffy and it brings back memories.
Wanted: Silliness *co-written with Angel Jade*
Spike wakes up with a bad plan in his head.
*Wanted: Love
After a bad scooby meeting, Spike proceeds to show Xander just how much he loves him.

@ Where Love Lies *complete*
With Angel/Spike/Xander, FRAO
First slash fic. Post-Hells Bells.
Where Love Lies
Xander is hurt and Spike takes care of him. But things don't always go the way you'd want them to.
The Ritual
Spike and Xander are now bonded, but danger is coming. To prevent it they need to perform a ritual, can Angel help them?
Epilogue
The End.
WARNING: characters death.

Tara/Willow

+ Music (Like Fingers on Her Skin)
FRAO
Tara always loved music, and Willow, like this, is music.

Wesley/Xander

+ African Soil
FRAO
Africa changed people. You couldn't touch the African soil and not be changed.

* + A Shot and A Shag
With Giles/Wesley, Giles/Randall, FRAO
Giles and Wesley meet for a drink. Talk and smut ensues.

Xander/Other

+ Assignment #26 *crossover with Stargate: Atlantis*
Evan Lorne/Xander, FRT
No where in the assignment file did it say Xander was going to get a crush on an Air Force Major. The warning about the venom was kind of useful though.

Others

+ Solitude
Giles, FRC
Giles doesn't have anyone to enjoy the music with.

+ Too Late *drabble*
Spike, FRC
Fighting until the end.

+ What The Shag?
Several het and slash, FRAO
A random number of characters are thrown in a room together with nothing else to do but let go of their impulses. (and find their true *living* love, because I say so)