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My BtVS/AtS fanfiction by title

Fics with @ are series . Fics with * won an award . New fics are preceeded by

A

+ African Soil
Wesley/Xander, FRAO
Africa changed people. You couldn't touch the African soil and not be changed.

+ All Men are Animals, but Some Make Better Pets
Spike/Xander, FRAO
Xander wakes up the morning after, but Spike is nowhere in sight.

+ All That Matters (Is You) *drabbles*
Giles/Xander, FRT
Xander called suddenly in the middle of the night.

@ A Meal, A Bed and A Kiss *complete*
Andrew/Xander, FRAO overall.
Post-Chosen series of ficlets.
Apple Pie
After the fight, a meal. FRC
Two Beds and A Coffee Machine
After the fight, a motel room. FRC
Kiss Me
After the fight, an unexpected kiss. FRT
Sweet Raptured Night *loosely tied to the A Meal, A Bed and A Kiss universe*
Xander wants something, but Andrew's not sure he's good enough.

+ A Kinda Miracle, Sort Of
Spike/Xander friendship, FRC
Spike and Xander meet at the Laundromat. What now?

* + A Shot and A Shag
Giles/Wesley, Wesley/Xander, Giles/Randall, FRAO
Giles and Wesley meet for a drink. Talk and smut ensues.

+ A Sire's Lesson
Angel/Spike, FRAO
Spike needs to be taught a lesson and Angel obliges.

+ Assignment #26 *crossover with Stargate: Atlantis*
Evan Lorne/Xander, FRT
No where in the assignment file did it say Xander was going to get a crush on an Air Force Major. The warning about the venom was kind of useful though.

+ A Touch Of Hand *drabble*
Giles/Xander, FRAO
Xander loves Giles' hands.

+ Aux Portes des Orages
Giles/Xander, FRAO
He couldn't do this. He'd walked out. Grabbed just a handbag, the same one he was holding right now, and walked out.

+ A Warm Blanket for My Soul
Giles/Xander, FRC
Xander's loneliness is simply the sum of his memories.

B

+ Ballon Chasseur
Buffy, Xander, FRC
Buffy and Xander make one hell of a team.

+ Between You and Me *drabble*
Andrew/Xander, FRC
Sweet first time.

+ Blindfolded *incomplete*
Spike/Xander, FRT
Why is Xander blindfolded?

@ Body Heat *complete*
Angel/Spike/Xander, FRAO
Post-Tomorrow and Grave, mostly PWP, but with a little twist.
Written on MSN instant messenger with an audience.
Body Heat
Spike and Xander find Angel.
Body Heat: Warm Longing
Spike and Xander bring Angel back to the hotel.
Body Heat: Heart Ache
The guys wake up and Spike feels left out.
Body Heat: Heated Confessions
Xander and Angel want Spike back. A confession (and make up sex) ensues.
Body Heat: Hot Game
Angel overhears a confession and Spike and Xander have fun with him afterwards.
Body Heat: Loving Endings
It's a new beginning for our boys.

+ Breathe In, Breathe Out
Giles/Xander, FRAO
Just hearing Giles' voice was enough to make him feel like a bastard all over again.

C

* + Chasing the Fear Away
Spike/Xander, FRM
Spike is scared and Xander soothes him.

+ Communication *drabbles fic*
Giles/Xander, FRT
It often takes years to get what you want.

+ Conspiracy Theory *opens in a new window*
cowritten with Mireille
Giles/Xander, FRT
When Xander is attacked by a demon on his way to deliver a trio of young Slayers to England, he and Giles find themselves investigating a plot that may threaten the Council's very existence--and re-evaluating their relationship in the process.

+ Courteous Love, or Slumber of the Heroes *incomplete*
Spike/Xander, Angel/Wesley, others, FRT
What if a demon whose greatest wish is to open the Hellmouth gets rid of the scoobies by sending them all into a dream world: Medieval England?

+ CSI Sunnydale: The One Where the Reporter Solves the Crime
Giles/Xander, FRAO
Set in an alternate universe. Detective Rupert Giles had been working for homicide for almost twenty years -- fifteen in Britain, the past five in the United States -- and never once in his career had he met an investigative journalist as annoying and yet helpful as Xander Harris.

D

+ Dear God *ficlet*
Giles/Xander, FRT

+ Don't Forget to Call
Giles/Wesley, FRT
It all started with a phone call.

+ Don't Look Back
Gunn/Wesley, FRM
"Are you going to kiss me or are you going to wait until hell freezes over?"

* @ Dreamland *opens in new window*
Giles/Wesley/Xander, FRC to FRAO
Set in an alternate universe. Giles is a professor, Wesley a bookshop owner, and Xander a carpenter.

E

* + Every Day
Spike/Wesley/Xander, FRM
They never said 'I love you', and they didn't need to.

*** + Everything Xander Knows About Time Travel (He Learned From Back to the Future) *opens in a new window*
cowritten with Mireille
Giles/Xander, Ripper/Xander & Ripper/Ethan, FRAO
Willow and Giles send Xander into the past to find something they need to avert an apocalypse. Xander finds a great deal more than he'd bargained for.

+ Experiment in Fast Forward
Fred/Tara, FRAO
They're stuck in the portal for two weeks. Only three hours, give or take a minute, have passed in the real world.

F

+ Five Men Xander Kissed Before (and the one he's kissing right now)
Larry/Xander, Xander/OC, Riley/Xander, Spike/Xander, Andrew/Xander, Giles/Xander, FRT
Xander's an expert at making mistakes.

+ The Four *co-written with Slaygaluk and Dove* *incomplete*
Giles/Xander, Angel/Spike, several others, FRAO
A menace from Angel and Spike's past wants to avenge the death of the Master. Can the Scoobies and the LA gang prevent another apocalypse? No. Not alone...

G

+ Grieving
Andrew/Xander, FRT
Xander and Andrew: Anya, self-harm and a Star Trek reference.

H

+ Heroic *ficlet*
Giles/Xander, FRT

* + Hide With Me
Graham/Xander, Graham/Riley, FRAO
Graham must learn to love again after being mistreated by Riley.
WARNING: Rape, non-con.

+ (There's No Place Like) Home
Jesse/Xander, FRAO
Sometimes, it takes an apocalypse to put things into perspective. Sunnydale collapsing led Xander to realize he was a complete moron.

@ Hurt *incomplete*
Angel/Xander, FRM
Set vaguely in season 3 of BtVS.
Hurt
Xander runs away from home and ends up at the Mansion, where Angel shows him that caring people still exist.
WARNING: rape.
Master *co-written with Bonster*
It's Christmas time in the Hurt universe.
Please be aware that this should be the FOURTH installment in the Hurt saga.

I

+ If Wishes Were...
Lindsey/Wesley, FRT
This, them, has never been about complete truth; they have secrets they must keep in order to function.

+ In the End *drabble*
Giles/Xander, FRC
It's the end.

+ Iowa
Lindsey/Xander, FRAO
The first time Xander had sex with a guy was on the way to Cleveland.

+ I've Been Waiting So Long...
Giles/Xander, FRT
The less people knew that he, and he alone, was the reason Xander had run away -- Giles and his drunken words and wandering hands -- the better.

J

+ Just Like A Fairy Tale *drabbles*
Giles/Xander, FRT
Once upon a time, in a kingdom far away, good triumphed over evil. And they lived happily ever after. The end.

+ Just One Little Dance
Giles/Wesley, FRT
"It's our anniversary, Rupert, we're entitled to do whatever we want no matter how old we might be."

K

+ (Lean On Us and We'll) Keep Your Head Above the Water
Giles/Wesley/Xander, FRM
There are days like today when Xander's pretty sure Giles is drowning in his guilt and in the grief he refuses to share with any of them, and Xander wants to help, but there's Wesley to think about, and things are complicated. And wow, isn't that the major understatement of the century.

+ Kiss and--Tell?
Angel/Xander, FRM
Xander really doesn't mind Angel staying.

L

@ Learning To Love *incomplete* *co-written with Michelle*
Andrew/Xander, FRT overall.
Season seven series of ficlets. Possibly still a WIP.
Bathroom Confessions
Xander and Andrew grow closer after a heart-to-heart.
First Date
Xander and Andrew plan to get out of the house for an evening.
First Date: The Movies
Xander and Andrew actually get out of the house for an evening, but things don't go as planned.

@ Les Amours Défendus *kink*
Giles/Xander FRAO
Warnings: underage, daddy!kink, spanking, and others.
Les Amours Défendus
Xander has no idea what he's doing on Giles' doorstep on a Saturday night.
Une Autre Fois, Mon Amour
Fast forward to Xander's eighteenth birthday.

+ Let's Never Wake Up
Giles/Xander, FRT
There were two security guards and three nurses present at all times, along with five educators, all rotating in shifts every eight hours, and Xander had to admit, the place looked like a fortress, not somewhere anyone could come in and snag children in the middle of the night.

+ Light After Dark
Giles/Xander, FRT
Xander remembers and moves forward.

+ Like An Old Song
Spike/Anya, Spike/Faith, Spike/Fred, Spike/Buffy, Spike/Angel, FRT
Spike did love each one of them.

+ Like Any Other
Giles/Xander, FRC
This was just a library.

+ Like Sleeping Beauty
Angel/Wesley, FRT
Maybe you should kiss him, you know, like Sleeping Beauty.

@ London, UK *AU* *opens in a new window*
Giles/Xander, FRAO
Follows Vegas, NV. Now Xander flies across the Atlantic to find out if their affair can become something else.

* + Lost In Outer Space (Or How to Find Main Street)
Giles/Xander, FRAO
They weren't lost. Not really. Xander really just did all this on purpose.
Warnings: underage, slight spanking.

M

+ Memory *drabble*
Doyle/Wesley, FRC
Wesley has an obsession. Wesley POV.

+ Montréal P.Q.
Andrew/Xander, FRT
Now, he was reduced to this; an assignment, a rental car, a map, and Andrew. Who was doing his best to drive Xander crazy.

+ Morning Watch *ficlet*
Giles/Xander, FRT

+ Music (Like Fingers on Her Skin)
Willow/Tara, FRAO
Tara always loved music, and Willow, like this, is music.

+ My Axe & I
Angel/Gunn, FRT
Gunn wasn't gay. No way, no how.

+ My Kingdom For a White Christmas (with you)
Giles/Xander, FRM
Xander wasn't avoiding Giles, he just... didn't want to see him. Or think about him. That wasn't avoiding, that was... something that wasn't the same thing at all.

N

+ Naughty Bunny
Spike/Xander, FRAO
After a hard day at work, Xander gets a prezzie from his honey.

O

+ Of Margaritas and Sombreros
Andrew/Jonathan, FRM
Jonathan and Andrew are getting tired of running.

+ One Week (until the end of the world)
Giles/Xander, FRT
Not knowing what he was doing was sort of his signature style lately.

P

+ Pain and Laughter *incomplete*
Spike/Xander, Lindsey/Xander, FRM
Xander is suffering in a dangerous relationship with Spike. Can Lindsey help?

@ Past Tense
Jesse/Xander
Past Perfect
FRT
Xander needs someone else to remember Jesse the way he does.
Past Imperfect
FRM
The first time they had sex wasn't anywhere near perfect.

+ Patchwork
Giles/Xander, FRM
He remembers every moment, every word.

+ Perspective Is Everything
Giles/Xander, FRT
Was that snuggling on the couch? Nah. It was so much more than that.

+ Phases Of the Heart
Giles/Xander, FRAO
Xander realizes something about himself after a talk with Larry.

@ The Price You Pay *complete*
Angel/Xander, Xander/OMCs, Angel/Spike, Giles/Wesley, Gunn/OMC, FRAO
Post-The Gift with spoilers for season 3 of AtS, but totally AU for BtVS.
WARNING: Character death.
*** The Price You Pay
Trying to escape the pain and guilt of Buffy and Anya's deaths, Xander flees to San Francisco where he meets a guy named Bryce… three months later, while coming back from his summer with the monks, Angel crosses his path...
The Price You Pay: Wesley
Wesley's thoughts at Xander's funeral and after...

* + Prophecies
Spike/Xander, FRAO
Three years in the future, Xander needs to go to LA and he finds out that things really aren't the same. But not only for the LA gang.

Q

+ "Que la raison ne connaît pas" (The Heart Has Its Reasons)
Giles/Wesley/Xander, FRAO
The more things change...
Warnings: dirty talk, voyeurism, very slight D/s undertones.

R

@ Rain
Giles/Xander, FRT
Rain
Xander feels safer under the rain.
Dreaming of Rain
Xander dreams of a different kind of rain.
After the Rain (Chasing the Rainbow)
The rain stopped.

@ Rest At Last *het* *complete*
Buffy/Giles, FRAO
My FIRST fic ever. Post-Gone with specific spoilers for Once More With Feeling.
NOT betaed.
Listen
Buffy did listen to Giles signing after all.
Feel
Giles wants Buffy to feel.
Rest
Buffy finally finds her own peace back.
Love
Forever is just enough.

+ Risk *kink*
Giles/Xander, FRAO
Every time they did this, every single time Xander found himself on his knees before Giles' in the library's office, Giles promised himself it wouldn't happen again.
WARNING: serious kink warning. Underage. Daddy!kink. Spanking.

+ Romance *het*
Cordelia/Gunn, FRC
Cordelia and Gunn have a night out.

+ Running Out Of Time
Angel/Doyle, FRT
"Glorious day for the old you, yeah?" Doyle jokes but doesn't laugh, and slaps Angel's shoulder. "No time for that shit, Angel, you been hiding too long."

S

+ Shower Quickie *drabble*
Giles/Wesley, FRAO
Giles and Wesley in a shower. PWP.

+ Sinful *drabbles-fic*
Giles/Xander, FRT
Giles knows it's a sin.

+ Solitude
Giles, FRC
Giles doesn't have anyone to enjoy the music with.

+ Strangely Domestic
Giles/Wesley, FRT
There isn't anything to understand, Wesley knows why he's here; he knows how he survived dying.

+ Sweet Raptured Night *loosely tied to the A Meal, A Bed and A Kiss universe*
Andrew/Xander, FRAO
Xander wants something, but Andrew's not sure he's good enough.

T

+ Taking Over Me
Giles/Xander, FRAO
Giles' past comes back to haunt him and Xander.

+ Too Late *drabble*
Spike, FRC
Fighting until the end.

+ Touch *drabble*
Giles/Xander, FRAO
Sweet first time.

U

+ Until the Day Is Over *songfic*
Giles/Xander, FRT
Giles was alone in the dining room.

+ Untitled *Intentional badfic*
cowritten with Mireille
Giles/Xander, FRAO
When Giles rescues Xander from a demon brothel, he finds more than just his friend. But will their Love survive all the obstacles in its way?
WARNING: This is INTENTIONAL BADFIC. Like, we did this on purpose, people. Don't hate us.

V

+ V-A-M-P-I-R-E-S *crossover with CSI:NY*
Giles/Xander, Mac/Flack, FRT
In which Xander is hurt, Giles is an expert, Don is amused, Mac is confused, and Lindsay is a vampire slayer.

@ Vegas, NV *AU* *opens in a new window*
Giles/Xander, FRAO
Xander is a carpenter specializing in bookshelves and related work, for a well-respected Californian company trying to go worldwide; Giles is a librarian on the verge of getting sacked because of his lack of 'people-skills'. They meet at a convention.

W

@ Wanted *complete*
Spike/Xander, FRAO overall.
Fluffy ficlets.
Wanted: Snuggles
Spike and Xander find they have something in common.
Wanted: Smut
Spike cures Xander of his hangover.
Wanted: Cuddles *co-written with Angel Jade*
Xander overhears Spike talking with Buffy and it brings back memories.
Wanted: Silliness *co-written with Angel Jade*
Spike wakes up with a bad plan in his head.
* Wanted: Love
After a bad scooby meeting, Spike proceeds to show Xander just how much he loves him.

+ Watching Over
Giles/Xander, FRC
What happens after Xander takes Giles out of the Mansion?

+ Wet Pants Of Doom
Giles/Xander, FRT
It's been raining non-stop for three days. Xander's pants are wet.

+ What The Shag?
Several het and slash, FRAO
A random number of characters are thrown in a room together with nothing else to do but let go of their impulses. (and find their true *living* love, because I say so)

@ When Everything... *drabbles series*
Giles/Xander
I Can't Be Your Friend
FRT
Xander is coming home.
When Everything Feels Like the Movies
FRC
It's autumn in England, and Giles and Xander share a secret.

+ When I Woke Up This Morning (I was in love with you)
Andrew/Xander, FRT
There were a couple of Mbuna fish in a tank in the living room.

@ Where Love Lies *complete*
Spike/Xander, Angel/Spike/Xander, FRAO
First slash fic. Post-Hells Bells.
Where Love Lies
Xander is hurt and Spike takes care of him. But things don't always go the way you'd want them to.
The Ritual
Spike and Xander are now bonded, but danger is coming. To prevent it they need to perform a ritual, can Angel help them?
Epilogue
The End.
WARNING: characters death.

+ Whipped *ficlet*
Buffy/Giles, FRT

+ Without Your Love
Giles/Xander, FRT
Xander answers one of Giles' most heartfelt confessions.